When time passes beyond our horizon, we sit and wait for a better yesterday.

Wednesday January 28^th 2009: I have really enjoyed these cliff walks, but reality demands my attention now and then. Weather is not so good, but that’s not the reason why I stay put in my apartment as I do today. I would have been out on the path if it wasn’t that I sometimes have work to do. Well, I actually have worked these days when out walking, but right now there are a couple of things that demand my full attention. At the time I feel rather fit actually and eager to dig in, so no problems there. Being out these days has really recharged my batteries and I’m not going to exhaust them again like before.

But even though I’m not out on the path today I can’t quite let it go. Or rather, that cliff path won’t let go of me. Sometimes I wonder which way it is, if my fantasy out there on the path is more real than reality sitting here in my apartment working. I do get these feelings sometimes that what is happening around me is not real, like the reality we humans created sometimes makes no sense. Nature seems to make sense in so many more ways. I mean, nature would manage much better without the human race, but we small human people wouldn’t last a day without nature. And haven’t I heard so many times “It was better before”, like we wish for a yesterday so we can repeat our mistakes over and over again without being affected.

To me out walking the path, nature grabs me and I let my fantasy out free to play, straight out in the open. Out there I walk with time, not against it. Sitting put in my apartment working, I sometimes get these feelings that I’m missing something, like happy clouds passing a hill following nature and leave me behind. Okay, sad thoughts. But Marianne will show up on Saturday (happy thoughts) and I don’t really feel that deserted.

Marianne and I will most certainly walk the path and I will be back with you then. But we also aim to hit the shops in this small wonderful town. Okay, I will tell about that too and perhaps about something more, you never know.

So Saturday it is and before then I have some serious work to do.  See you.